Sleep Deprivation (aka the life of a College Student)

I need to sleep more.

Really.

You would think that the weekend would give me a chance to sleep, but you would be wrong. My weekend seems busier than my school week sometimes. With CAP training, a Church Service, Dinner, and Krispy Kreme with my friends on Saturday, and Church on sunday morning... I didn't sleep much. Knowing that I had a long weekend you would think I would get to bed early. Again, you would be wrong again. I mean, who am I kidding, its 12:45 right now, I don't get to bed early anyway. The point is, not getting the chance to sleep in. Heh.

I haven't been very motivated for the last two days. This isn't really good. I got homework done for my classes, but I still have homework for tomorrow, not to mention work for wed that I need to work on. Did I get any of that done? Hah. Not to mention needing to do some things for my job on campus... Blargh. I'm really a mess. I really should get to bed. I have to read Philosophy for tomorrow, not to mention the leftover work. I know I'm just making things harder on myself, but I really haven't been that motivated. I haven't even been that motivated to do any games, or write, or anything like that.

Well I did get some writting done for an online game called Dark Brotherhood. It's a Starwars based game. http://www.darkjedibrotherhood.org/dbjedi/news.asp The part of it that I started doing is more of a creative writing thing. It has been fun doing it so far, but I really need to put it on the backburner, or my school work will suffer, which would not be good at all.

~sigh~

Yeah, I need help. Scratch that, I need God's help. If anything, I should be spending time praying about all these questions that my classes (and a certain friend) are bringing to my mind. I should be spending more time with God period. Easier said than done it seems. I know I don't have my priorities straight right now. Am I willing to give up what I would have to give up in order to fix up my priorities. Thats the question.

Right now, I would almost say the answer is no. I don't like that answer. I know I shouldn't be trying to do this with my own power... but its not easy giving up control. I don't care if its better for me... Its my life isn't it? Well... no, not really, it isn't. Fun to act that way I guess.

Time to sleep.

Daniel

Wow... I have a Blog...

I forgot I had this little slice of the internet. I have had enough going on that it would have been nice to vent here. So much for that ~sighs~

Well, if I remember about this, maybe I can go from here, maybe do some recaps about what has happened before, when its not 11:15 at night >.<

I have to be up nice and early tomorrow. I have training for the Colorado Aids Project tomorrow morning from 9:30 to 3:30, means I'm up bright and early to catch the bus. After that I might go to a church service with some of my buddies. Should be fun. That also means I need to figgure out what I need for the weekend before I go to bed, so I'm not rushing in the morning.

Not to much homework this weekend, but enough. Yay. I am enjoying my classes though, just lots of work and such. On that note, I should probably go and get ready.

God Bless,

Daniel